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hello world (pt. 40)

About once a month I decide to start posting on bear again and then I get embarrassed about what I've written and delete everything so whatever hi

Trials are starting soon, please help. All I've been doing is studying, thinking about studying, not studying and then staying up late to get something done. My first exam is on monday (for korean) and I do not believe I've got this. the funniest thing about learning one of the hardest languages in the world is that it's actually hard, no matter how wasian you are

My school (christian) is by nature very disconnected from reality but sometimes I become really aware of how much so that is. "NAIDOC week is like Easter, we might have Lent leading up to it but we should celebrate it all the time".. I mean, she's got the right idea, I guess?

I just had my Korean lesson. My teacher told me my fluency was good and that my listening skills have improved a lot, but that I need to fix a lot of my accuracy (γ… γ… ) ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ 이번 주말에 많이 κ³΅λΆ€ν• κ±°μ—μš”~~

I've started taking medication for my ADHD but I'm not really sure if it's working. When I drink, I can feel the effects depending on how much I've had, but because the effects are so subtle, I can't even be sure if I've placebo'd my attention span into being better. I don't know!!

I've also been reading quite a bit of poetry. I like the ones that are on the The Gladdest Thing website a lot, because they're really joyful, but they've also completely taken over my pinterest so now I spend 15 minutes obsessively checking all of the squares that appear on my page

My schedule at the moment is a nightmare. I want out. This year 12 life is not for the weak

Big love! Rei

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