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being a cunt

is relatively easy. i'm not sure whether it's the result of being freshly 18, surrounded by people my age and younger, or whether it's the way that women are raised to be non-confrontational and tamper down their feelings, but i'm surrounded by constant negativity towards other people, all the time.

it's not like i'll pretend i'm an angel who talks no shitβ€”i've got my enemies, and if they get on my nerves then they get on my nerves, but if the chance presents itself i try to go out of my way to smooth things over with the other party before clinging onto resentment.

i find it especially prominent on both twitter and instagram. by mentioning those platforms by name does it mean i'm, in a roundabout way, talking shit about them? regardless, it's becoming increasingly irritating for me to deal with. being a socialite is always fun, until people begin to dislike you for no apparent reason and then you have to watch your back because someone said something that turned into something else and.. etcetera, you get it

this turned into a thinly veiled rant about how annoyed i am with the cosplay community very quickly. oh well

p.s. i really need to open a proton mail